some times i wander about my self....i just feel down for no reason. Think it might be from being to happy at work. *laughs her ass off

yea, well since i was last on here, that guy i was falling up for....yea, we are kinda good friends..... which i am comletely happy with. i like being single, i am just a lil' lonely! ha ha ha.

for freedom that is a small price to pay.
of course i have a small amount of loving and cuddling from certian guy friends..... wink wink
you know who you are!! *waves to them grinning ear to ear

i am now a powwow and festival vendor now!
BIG LIFE GOAL ACCOMLISHED.......
ever since i was little i always dreamed of vending at powwows! selling the things i made. and the social life of a vendor, very rich! yea sweeti! rich rich rich! almost like family ties! ahhhhh

dreams are so fun to have and even more fun when they come true! yessssss!!!!

i learned to make native american frybread! and it is great!
also taught myself to crochet (with help from my mother) less than a week ago, making a poncho and have messed it up already!

havent drank but once since my birthday in june and have an unopened bottle of baileys in the fridge, the big one...ya....ha ha ha

i might start selling my flash art....so heads up....keep lookin at ppls tats, you might just see my stuff on their hydes!!! *blows a kiss

i started reading a book by Dr. Wayne W. Dyers......Being in balance, here is a link to the book...
http://www.onespirit.com/doc/full_s...ryId=096920B115

if i were you i would check it out...much wisdom to be held in one hand..... life changeing material!! READ IT IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOR THE BETTER OR HAVE A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF YOUR LIFE, OR TO HAVE A BETTER OURLOOK ON LIFE....OR TO GIVE YOU THE OPTION OF A BETTER HAPPIER LIFE!!

READ IT!! READ IT!! READ IT!! HA HA HA
(sorry had to get that out of my system! lol)

i still have yet to learn to play guitar.....i will....it is going to happen, i might go fishing tomarrow! the fella im going with is from johnstown and plays guitar in his band so im sure he will help me out a lil'! maybe if im lucky!
wink wink*