i was just reflecting to myself in the kitchen a few minutes ago about what i have observed in my life thus far..... and started to ryhme.... so im bloggin it....
what can make a person weak?
make you fall to someones feet,
even though you know they are practicing deceit,
love is what makes you weep,
like the juice from a cut rose does seep,
what can make you feel defeat?
a lover gone wrong with whom rose color you see.
who is worth your last drop of blood you do bleed?
of couse the one whose inner beauty does gleam.
as the lambs will before the slaughter bleat,
as so for you my heart does beat.
thou does know you wander of who i do speak,
for only time will tell in this game we try to cheat,
only honesty, loyalty are true to those who do seek,
this is not for the hearted who are meek,
nither of the ones who are cheek.
but the ones who truely need it are the bleak
they are the ones who need it more than a perfectionist neat,
ones who are lacking that sense of inner peace,
those whose anger and hatred does seethe,
afterwards a calm mind does follow after a mended breach,
so tis truth one does breathe,
if said love is such a need.
i have more of this poem... or what ever you might call it.... i am just too tired now to finnish it.... *tryin to laugh......
ha ha ha... yea.... well needed to find another way to tire myself out tonite.... routine was a lil' diffrent tonite folks!!
TO BE CONTINUED.......
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
a simple poem about love.....
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Friday, September 29, 2006
some times i wander about my self....i just feel down for no reason. Think it might be from being to happy at work. *laughs her ass off
yea, well since i was last on here, that guy i was falling up for....yea, we are kinda good friends..... which i am comletely happy with. i like being single, i am just a lil' lonely! ha ha ha.
for freedom that is a small price to pay.
of course i have a small amount of loving and cuddling from certian guy friends..... wink wink
you know who you are!! *waves to them grinning ear to ear
i am now a powwow and festival vendor now!
BIG LIFE GOAL ACCOMLISHED.......
ever since i was little i always dreamed of vending at powwows! selling the things i made. and the social life of a vendor, very rich! yea sweeti! rich rich rich! almost like family ties! ahhhhh
dreams are so fun to have and even more fun when they come true! yessssss!!!!
i learned to make native american frybread! and it is great!
also taught myself to crochet (with help from my mother) less than a week ago, making a poncho and have messed it up already!
havent drank but once since my birthday in june and have an unopened bottle of baileys in the fridge, the big one...ya....ha ha ha
i might start selling my flash art....so heads up....keep lookin at ppls tats, you might just see my stuff on their hydes!!! *blows a kiss
i started reading a book by Dr. Wayne W. Dyers......Being in balance, here is a link to the book...
http://www.onespirit.com/doc/full_s...ryId=096920B115
if i were you i would check it out...much wisdom to be held in one hand..... life changeing material!! READ IT IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOR THE BETTER OR HAVE A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF YOUR LIFE, OR TO HAVE A BETTER OURLOOK ON LIFE....OR TO GIVE YOU THE OPTION OF A BETTER HAPPIER LIFE!!
READ IT!! READ IT!! READ IT!! HA HA HA
(sorry had to get that out of my system! lol)
i still have yet to learn to play guitar.....i will....it is going to happen, i might go fishing tomarrow! the fella im going with is from johnstown and plays guitar in his band so im sure he will help me out a lil'! maybe if im lucky!
wink wink*
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
okay pplz,
i know im not a man, but this is what the test ppl at okcupid said bout me!!
i am a super hero!!
reowwwlll!!
Conan the Barbarian You scored 68 con resolution, 72 assertiveness, and 73 action! |
Man, you get right to it, don't you? You don't know how you're going to fix the problem, but that doesn't keep you from tackling it. You eat food like a pig and probably have sex like one, too. Don't worry, there's nothing wrong with either of these things. Some women love a man who is just pure animal, especially in bed. Growwwwl!!!....Crom... |
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Monday, August 21, 2006
i think i am falling up....
yes, i know it sounds weird. It kinda feels weird, but nice.
Kinda like falling in love. only different, kinda falling in like.
Only you once fell for that special person before, twice over, an you had kill the feelings twice over.....
Like I said, weird.....
The problem is I run from love, so it makes it really really hard for me.
I kill it as soon as I realize it snuck in the back door....it only causes pain an suffering.
at least in the past it has,...
my health will not permit much pain any more, for the sake of my beating heart i am trying to protect....
so love, it can wait til I'm ready, but liking someone is aloud this time!
take care and may the creator bless thee....in many ways
redfeather*~
08-21-2006
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
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Friday, August 04, 2006
When I was around seventeen, this very strong urge came over me to just get up and go.
It drove me crazy as i remember,
I kept wanting to leave everyone I knew and cared about.
It even was strong enough to make me not worry about losing my job.........
I had no thought or care for the ones who would notice and experience
No feelings of regret or remorse.
My mind kept on trying to detour the connection
because I never listened to that
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it refers to luck
it refers to love
it even refers to unwanted or unneeded happenings,
but most of all it refers to life.....
This is just the way i veiw the world,
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
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Friday, July 28, 2006
THE...CONCERT...ROCKED....JULY 25TH 2006
ASS Current mood: anxious
Category: Music
OOHHHHHH MY SWEET GOD!!!
If it werent for him i wouldnt have been there!!
i won the tickets to O.A.R. thrue wnci, and it was weird....
the question was "whats in matts boxers?"....its brown, squishy, and leaves a nasty stain!!
right away being a woman i told my friend amber "CHOCOLATE", and then she got her phone out and curious i asked who, and she replied"hell im going to win those tickets!"
of couse she was the one driving since i dont know how, so she said she was going to give it up.
i told her id keep trying, so i rushed to get my cell and started to call and call and call, and it rang and so used to hanging up i took and pushed the red button once more!!
SHIT
SO I CALLLED BACK REALLY FAST AND IT RANG AGAIN!! A GUY PICKED UP AND I COULD BARELY HEAR HIM, SO I PLUGGED ONE EAR AND LISTENED TIGHT WITH THE OTHER!! HE ASKED ME WHAT THE ANSWER WAS AN OF COURSE I TOLD HIM "CHOCOLATE". HE SAID THAT WAS THE RIGHT ANWSER AND TOLD ME WERE TO PICK THE TICKETS UP AT AND WHAT THEY WERE FOR, BUT HE WAS SO FAINT I COULDNT HEAR!
after i got off the phone amber asked what the tickets were for and i told her i had no clue!!
SHE SAID WHAT!! YOU HAVE TICKETS AND YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THEYRE TO?? YOUR NUTS!!
i said "well i won, ive never won anything like this before"!!!! ive never called into a radio staion before!
she made fun of me the whole way to family video! and then when we got there our friends we were hanging with from work, made fun of me too. cuz i was screaming in the parking lot
(i was so exicited)!!
finally it came on the radio
and i was on it!! yes!!
so i took an listened to it closely......
an it was concert tickets!! yes!!
keep in mind ive never been to a concert
, so i was exuberatant, flutterby, oberly exited after that! and i screamed again!! yes again!
so i took and requested the day off work and told ever one i met(just about)!!
and then the day came!
the day of my first concert, what was weird was that when both me and amber woke up, we both felt like we were in a foreign counrty?? ive been to england and she went on a missionary trip...so thats both how we've felt, but shes been to a concert before, i haven't.....we still have yet to figure that one out!!
so we got ready to leave and left got the four cameras(disposeable) and hit the road to columbus!! YEA!! we decided to go to buca di beppos for lunch then hit the line, we drove by the pavilion at 2pm and there was already people lined up....yea!! this was going to be great, so we ordered the small spagetti w/meatballs and the garlic bread with mozzerella cheese, we got the kitchen table, which is locatated right in the kitchen (kinda). ate while amber gawked at the waiter, wasnt bad lookin but not the greatest.
after we ate we walked back to the car with our leftovers(which i ended up pitching) finnished getting ready and walked to the lines...which still wasnt bad. we sat in line for about three hours, which was fun too. i took some pics there too.
then they opened the gate, wow adrenaline rush, and i take a beta blocker!! they scanned my ticket and i got to enter i had a hard time keeping up with amber, but i finnally did about around the corner!
then we seen the stage,........... WOW!!
WE WERE HERE, FINALLY!!
WOW, MY FIRST CONCERT!
YES YES YES YES!
NOW I CAN EXPERIENCE WHAT MY DAD ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT !!!!!!
So we waited and waited and waited some more, me and amber managed to get third row from the front, which wasnt bad.... concidering, how many people was there!
wow! i was actually there!
so i told every one it was my first concert and they said they were going to leave as soon as jacks manaqiun left, so i was set!!
Some guys moved around and people started to get anxious, then they came on!! wow great times! the bass guitarist kept his eyes on me almost the whole time!!lol! they left and the crowd shouted play one more song over and over again, they were gone... so those girls took and left.
i took theyre spot and me and amber got the bar!! front row baby
IT TOOK FOREVER and then.......
O.A.R CAME ON!! YEA! MY BAND, YES YES YES!!
and they opened with the song about columbus!! i didnt know any of the songs so i felt like a dumbass.... after awhile they played some thing i knew!!
HEARD THE WORLD!!
I FINNALLY GOT TO SING ALONG, I WAS JUST GETTING INTO THE MUSIC AND KINDA DANCIN BEFORE
AND THE BAND NOTICED THAT, SINCE I WAS IN THE FRONT ROW....AND THEY GOT KINDA EXITED WHEN THEY SEEN ME SINGING!!
LOVED IT EVERY MINUTE....ALMOST....
THEYRE WAS A SIGN POSTED THAT SAID
"BY BANDS REQUEST -CROWD SURFING IS PROHIBITED"
WELL THAT DIDNT STOP THEM!! ABOUT HALF WAY THROUGH THE SHOW IT GOT REALLY HEAVY!!
AND THE EVENT STAFF HAD TO GET THEM BACK ON THE GROUND,....RIGHT OVER THE FRONT ROW HEADS!!
SO I GOT KICKED IN THE HEAD!! LOL!! YEA, IT WAS KINDA FUNNY THOUGH!!
FIRST CONCERT YEA!!
THE LEAD SINGER MARK!! HE LOOKS JUST LIKE ONE OF MY FRIENDS, A GUY I USED TO WORK WITH, AND KINDA CRUSHED ON FOR AWHILE,....AND ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I WORK WITH KNOW WHO IM TALKIN BOUT....LOL!
WELL WOW YET AGAIN, I STILL HAVE THE ADRINALINE RUSH!!
AMBER WAS GETTING READY TO PUNCH SOME CHICS THAT WERE BEHIND HER SO SHE HAD TO LEAVE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE PERFORMANCE, KINDA SUCKED THERE WITHOUT HER....
SHE TOLD ME LATER THAT SHE ENDED UP PUNCHING SOME CHIC THAT WAS LIGHTING A BONG....LOL! HER BF WOULDNT MOVE SO SHE PUSHED HIM OUT OF THE WAY SO THE CHIC PULLED HER HAIR SO AMBER PUNCHED THE CHIC....LOL
I LOVE THAT GIRL SO MUCH LIKE A SISTER!!
THEY PLAYED ONE MORE SONG THAT I KNEW AND LEFT, I FIGURED I BETTER LEAVE, THE CROWD STARTED TO CHEER ONE MORE SONG AGAIN, (SO I LEFT NOT KNOWING THEY ACTUALLY WAS GOING TO CAME BACK!!) SO I ASKED THE DUDE WHO ALWAYS GAVE ME WATER TO PICK ME UP SO I COULD GO CHECK ON MY FRIEND, SO HE DID AND THE GUY BY THE GATE ASKED IF HE JUST PICKED ME UP OR IF I WAS CROWD SURFIN, ........
HE PICKED ME UP!!
so let me thrue and i noticed they started playing again.....great there goes that!!
so i called her and she said she was in the car, she got kicke out!! im like what??!!!
i left an frealized that i didnt have any merch. so i went back in and picked out an awsome tee shirt noticing i only had enough to pay for that and nothing else....so i gave the guy the money after cunting it and trying to bargin with the guy who was selling the jacks maniquin stuff, and i mysterously had ten extra!!! so i got some buttons too!!
so we drove home after getting some water in me....i was feeling kinda faint!! lol
when i got home i was so gritty from sweat!!
it was so great, and i think every concert after this is going to be wack because of how cool this one was!!
I <3 YOU O.A.R!!
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